Well, it's been so long since I have written! The Lord has spared me so much these past weeks. I'd have to say, I have made alot of choices that I shouldn't have, like being thoughtful of others instead of doing what I want, being mean and snappy with my words, instead of praying and asking Christ for the peace I lack. I guess trying to run on my own feet..on my own. God has brought me back to himself once again though these act of disobedience.. I have defiantly sowed what I reaped. So last weeks ahead were rough but I don't excuse my sin because I am a sinner. I strive for perfection WITH CHRIST HELP NOT ON MY OWN! In myself I can't never in a million years have a second of perfection...
Anyway. I started this week of not with a happy spirit. I have been waiting on the Lord for some answers to prayers and though I still waiting, I was getting tired of waiting. I was one day in a mood, kinda depressed and sad God sent a small answer to pray. It was not a total answer but it was just the little thing i needed to hear. I was dealing with something, I didn't know why God was putting me though at this stage ( starting college). I was trying to keep my eyes on him and this thing drove me crazy. So I been praying for 2 and half week for him to make it go away, I did not want it anymore all I needed was Christ. He basically showed me that he does have a hand in everything! This minor detail that was now set right, helped me realize that God does have a plan and I get to see it unfold if I let him take control! Though I still don't see the full picture, I understand a little more why he had me wait and how this fits into the whole big picture, though its small! So, here is my small update! Sorry, so short, but so much for me to reflect on in one short note. I need to take a breather before I write more! Blessings to all! I'll keep working on improving the look of the blog as well! Remember waiting on God is the best thing a person can do regarding decisions! Make sure you are close to God ( Reading His Word, Praying, Meditation) if you focus more on the persons of God and understanding the God you serve, will help you discern these answers to prayers and waiting on the Lord!
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