Looking unto Jesus the Author and Finisher of our Faith

Well, I want to encourage you! To look unto Jesus the Author and Finisher of our Faith. I forget this so much.. I worry about my future and school and work and finding that perfect balance. I keep forgetting that Jesus is the Author and Finisher of our Faith! He knows what He is doing.. I need not worry or fret. I can trust Him and how it's in our weakest states we see Him better. I feel Christ keeps telling me and showing me things but how quickly I forgot.... I am ashamed of myself. I am so glad He doesn't give up on me, I would be lost with out His mercy! How there are all alot of time I have no faith.. I should come to Jesus and ask Him to cure my unbelief.. To much I'm like " oh I need to change my mind set" which is true but obviously it doesn't change because I can't want to do better on my own, again I rely on myself to be what I can't be. Its such a great thing we Can look to Christ.and He continues to fashion us like unto Himself. May we hold this truth close to our hearts! May we study His Word which is filled with so many promises for His Children. May we pray with grief and sorrow in our hearts for the sin we commit against Him with our unbelief. May we be willing to sacrifice whatever need be, to know Him better! May nothing stand in the way of wonderful fellowship with our Dear Precious Saviour. The thought of heaven and Jesus makes me so happy! I have been so fascinated with death ( which is creepy to some). I know in my heart I have no fear for it and the mystery of the soul leaving the body.. For me makes me joyful.. that someday I will be with Jesus and be happy forever serving Him... Why would I want to stay here? The Sting of Death is the law but I have no fear of the law because of Christ and His death on the cross. Nothing can separate me from the love of God not death not troubles ! So I embrace death because it will bring me to my Saviour! God bless!