We are more than Conquers THROUGH Him who loved us

Romans 8:35.37
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? ....No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
           These words make my heart joyful. Then at the same time, its rips me to my core. This is such a blessing to hear and know and read. How many of you believe this with your whole hearts? I stuggle with this everyday. Life for me is daily battle.. I have to balance work, school, friends and family. I have not arrived at a good balance with all of them. The constant struggle to make the right choices and to keep moving through everyday that passes faster each and everyday is a great struggle for me. I get weary and its feels like the whole world is on my shoulder ( plus other issues with my personal self I have to deal with). I tend to keep moving but my hope is low, my spirits are weak and I want to enjoy everyday but its a battle. I look to the sky sometimes looking for answers and questioning what I believe and who I am and where I am ment to be... Im walking through life in the same pattern and it feels everyday gets harder.. though I am doing almost the same thing.... I burneds me that I am so worried and struggling so much, I question my faith in God all the time.. I know my faith is weak and I'm learning to trust God more... but though I feel so down... a surpising thing is that I would not want to be anywhere else. I think of " ohh if I went away to college" or " if I had a diffrent job" and when I sit down and think about .. where I am right now I don't want to BE anywhere else.
  The verse above says " Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword, sepeerate us from Christ? NO, they  wont.... Though my life seem like at times endless days of trouble and harship etc. I know that this is were I am ment to be. That through all of this... I always " see" Christ. At the end of each day.. I know I can say this day was hard.. but Jesus has helped me through and showed His mercy and love to me... I also think.. I can deal with all this " stuff". We are more then conquores, THROUGH CHRIST! I can say though things are ruff.. I'll be ok cause Jesus love is with me!